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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

désolé
Monday, July 4, 2011
I'm sorry, sorry for me. I'm sorry for overthinking things, i'm sorry for worrying, i'm sorry for my lack of trust, i'm sorry for making things harder. I'm sorry for where things have come, it could have been so much better, in so many ways.

But do you know, i'm just so scared. I can't comprehend my incapability to let things go so wrong, lately it feels like everythings a mess. And its not your fault, you never tried to let me down, you always tried to make things better, and its stupid of me to feel this way. I just don't know what to expect.

And i'm so afraid that i'm drving you away, a little more each day. Yet i do these little stupid things that hurts so much, you mean so much to me, but i jsut feel so overwhelmed right now...


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