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the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

such small hands, la dispute.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
I think I saw you in my dreams you were
Stitching up the seams on every broken promise
That your body couldn't keep.


- horrible tunes, great lyrics. guess you can't have the best of both worlds can you :L


i guesss, becuase a few times these past few months, i keep having dreams and this person keeps popping up. and i guess its no scary mdream or anything, but i get so overwhelmed from the perplexion of trying to figure out the situation. its like a video game and the controls just don't seem to be conducting the way you want them too.

honestly, this new years i want to go out and get hyped, but idk i guess it doesn't really seem like me :( i guess i just want to get away from some stuff and really get to meet new people. becuase in my comfort zone, i dont want anything to change, but i want to go out be wild, still comeback safe.

and thens theres this person that i''m always so hyped up to see, like i'm happy to talk to them, joke around blahblah. and i wouldn't want anything more or less to happen, but its merely becuase i'm so used to them being there- that when thy're not its weird you know? but honestly, it feels wrong. and now i cant stopped thinking about it.
theres this friend that i haven't talked to in a looong while. and like, i tried to call, but hmm idk. i guess its new years and i wonder if like the last year, some miraculous message would come and make my night.
anyways thats most of my thoughts for tonight xx


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