itsHER
the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

lalapewpewBOP!
herLOVESā™„
the bummies

melanie.
julie.
lamah.
angiee.

herJOURNEY
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his.
hers.
this.
that.
Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

wo ai ni
Monday, July 12, 2010
haspy birthday;

thankyou for being born?
LOL sounds weird but yes, thankyou.
because as much i have to admit it hurts,
you mean so much more than that pain. That pain can't comparen to all the other feelings i shared with you.

no matter what, i want yu to be happy, i wish you never have that painful smile in your eyes, or say the lost words.
i wish you would find someone who could solve those things for you, someone who you didn't hide things from, someone who's better, someone who deserves you.

at the same time, im sorry. sorry for acting so foolish, sorry i can't pretend nothing happened.

i know i'm a coward, but i have to start pretending now, pretend its all not there. maybe then the feelings will just become numb and eventually nothing at all.

Happy birthday. truly hope you happy.
this will be one of the last.
x


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