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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

A bandaid won't fix what you did to me.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
And so much has happened in a sense, i can't even come to think what more there is to come.


So, i don't know what to do.. like about alot of things, how do i know that i am making the right decisions? I really want to make the right decisions, i don't want to be hurt, i don't want others to be hurt...
Sometimes, i wish we could just flip a coin for every single little thing! urgh how much easier would it beee?
But as always theres so much more to it.. Right now i just don't know if i should contact him.. I don't think i'm ready just yet.. But this isn't just that simple, i can't be selfish.. I have to think of consequences and act before its too late ...
I feel torn into two ...

Pray that it'll be okays again.
xx


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