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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
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And my mask has shimmers and purple feathers.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Right now, i feel like that lady in madeline; i just want to jump up and say "something is not right!"

do you ever get one of those feelings? Where things just don't seem okay, but you can't really say what it is thats not okay? Well, i hope everythings okay, with everyone...

Today, i had work.. It was bad in a sense i guess.. ? i really don't want to work anymore, but under these circumstances i know that i need this job. So imma keep trying to keep this job for as long as possible..

Well an "incident" occured today, in some sort, it made me think for a whole 20 minutes (the other 10 i spent on the phone with a friend in attempt to forget). But yes, i wonder why people smoke and shie. TBH i'm okay with it. Not with drugs but like you know drinking and smoking. I'm not going to be one of those girls who fuss and are like: people like that are disgraceful! its bad for you okay. You shouldn't be doing it in the first place. You had a choice.
I guess that's cause i know along the way i will be in those situations where i will be taking a fag and waking up with a hangover.
Well back to the story a friend of mine seemed really stress so i went after him, he was gonna yerh but i think i got so upset is because.. actually i don't know why i got upset... I guess i just cared? But it pissed me off that he though i was being judgement and shit? I'm not like that?
I don't like being misunderstood or judged. I hate people who come to conclusions about me and foreword shit about me.

If you don't know what i am doing or going to do SHUTUP. Noone fucken knows the whole story and so they have no fucken right to assume they do or whatnot. Now i'm pissed. GAH.

lalala, i miss so many people atm tooooo!
YES YOU ASSSWIPE!
i need a spongebobs nose joke or something like thaaaat, imy xx

so thats it i guesses. tata for nowwwwwwww ? x


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