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whats from the past, should stay there. yet it keeps coming back.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
today im very tired, i wont be back online.. for a while.so whoever sees this byeeee.
I bid thee farewell; <3
i just love that line.
well what to blog about as my last words..?
theres nothing much to say. Although i have been spontaneously high these past few days, guess what?
Inside i'm feeeeeeling jack shit. for reasons thou shalt not know (:
I wish, i could sleep forever. To close my eyes and drift farfar away.
much love, x
the hidden.
Monday, April 19, 2010
i like your cheeky smiles and puffy poutsi like your adorable personality
i like your quirky jokes and sugar sweet words
i like your promises, made and never broken
i like your sense of humour, lame but funny
i like your arms, it felt like i fit in our embrace
i like your nature, reliable and always there for me
i like your tenderness, you'd never hurt me with truth
i like your comforting words, you seem to always know what to say
i like your sincerity, how you care so much
i like the way you make me feel, like the little girl i truly am
i like how i can tell you anything and everything
i like that you make me feel at ease and comfortable, like i belong with you
i like that time, where we were relentless to laugh
i like that moment, where in the crowded room it was us
i like those texts, which bid me sweet dreams
i like you.
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Dear Mister Mister;
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Mister Mister would you please?Tell me those words are true, they're not just a tease.
Mister Mister how do you do?
Do you realise I'm really addicted to you.
Mister Mister what do you say?
Please don't ignore me & keep treating me that way.
Mister Mister will you one day be my boo?
I'd do anything. Bake you a banquet, even two.
Mister Mister what is your reply?
I hope you believe me, my feelings ain't lies.
Yours truly,
little miss.
x
how to say im sorry?
Friday, April 16, 2010
today, i feel like such a bitch.im sorry... truly i am :C
Runaway Train.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a slow torch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning
So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep
It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray
CHORUS
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here no there
Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded
I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train
Everything is cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it
CHORUS
Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little out of touch, little insane
Just easier than dealing with the pain
Runaway train never comin' back
Runaway train tearin' up the track
Runaway train burnin' in my veins
Runaway but it always seems the same
everything could be so perfect (8)
So apparently, i've been giving mixed signals.HMM.
makes me wonder. BUTTT anyways, today went to mylyns where i pigged myself out on junk! It satisfied me heaaaps, like yu know when yu get sad and yu pig out? Plus i had a good cry watching the proposal P:
LOL! it twas a cute movieee.
Besides that, i saw memelanieeeee! i thought she wa smy inner self caling me to the kids performance thingo. kekekeks.
hmmm, at home ive just been lagging my ass around can't be bothered doing anything anymoreeee, don't want to think -.-
Man, i need money tooo!
-adsl2 $85
-ext harddrive $128
-cam batteries $60
FML, and i've been stressing the shit out about work . AND our car broke down today. i thinkers. SIGHHH. ugh i hate this, i'm so tired.
Okays, i'm sorry it turned into a bad blog, i've just had alot on my mind...
hopes youse are all taking care though.
x
For the curious; x
Monday, April 12, 2010
Dear you,Wish you would see me the way i see you.
(U)
From me.
x
shooting for stars (8)
Saturday, April 10, 2010
So, its been a year since everything's happened. i mean, a whole circle. back to the start. BUT. I'm glad that i can say i'm happier, much happier.And i'm glad that i'm here, i wish i'll never change. yes wish.
Anyways, so today had the meetup! it twas fun! YES! very! ^^
kekes well we went to eat at KBBQ, thens zooooomed off to k! I was joined on the floor with anna and anthony ! yessums! him! ;p
haha, wells we mucked around and shizz yu knowwwww. made jokes. laughed hardcore at yuri at his enthusiasm and hid behind eachother for corrupting our minds with dance moves! omgeeee, they were rather disturbing :C
THANKGOSH i did not end up with janice! phewwwwww, man that guy is one try hard! none the less a funny one!
hmmm, so after dragged timmy + anthony out the hallway with me so we could blow up balloons for my ttal rinrin! but thens she left halfway :C
so instead we bummed around outside, and he gave me piggyback rides down the hallway! we peeked into the other rooms too! haha
learnt soemthing new abt him! he's a blackbelt karate!
okays back to story- errr- oh piggy back rides were fun! (sowee i nearly choked yu antomi:)
ummm, thens yer we mucked around outside, filled water bombs, popped them, wet my sleeves :(
LOL!
afterwards went down to a korean supermarket thingo where anthony got me chocopie ^^
we mucked around there too! haha, i kept hanging onto his sleeve! not intentionally at all.. x)
hmm, so when we headed for icecream at riveria, he walked away without saying anything... sighsigh. noone knew where he was going...
BUT, he returned with my golden gaytime! $P
thens, ummm, we hugged, he had to leave early :C
and thens, he texted me a while later! and we've been texting all nights so far ^^
so that concludes my day!
honestly, i feel so happy, almost like i could fly!
i want to say it. maybe but maybe not now.
right now i just want to enjoy this happiness
muchlove; x
Dear You;
Friday, April 9, 2010
Dear Missus Sheralween;
I have known you for gosh knows how long. Ive known you since the day i moved here. Which was abt 3 years ago? We have gotten to know each other quite well this past year. Despite our differences, we have so much in common. Like you knowww.. *moves hands abt. Hahaha.
So this is your 200th post. And im soooo special that im writing it for you 8D HAHAHA. Well what to say. You have been a Geri; the Geraldine; a Cheryl and a Sheralween in my life.
Well i dont really know what to write.. I love you? And i want you to know you carry a special piece of me everywhere you go. So when you feel lonely, know that im right there beside you. OR you can just give me a buzz. BOOYAH!
So this is your 200th post. And im soooo special that im writing it for you 8D HAHAHA. Well what to say. You have been a Geri; the Geraldine; a Cheryl and a Sheralween in my life.
Well i dont really know what to write.. I love you? And i want you to know you carry a special piece of me everywhere you go. So when you feel lonely, know that im right there beside you. OR you can just give me a buzz. BOOYAH!
Toodles love.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
I dont feel very good right now,but honestly, i felt so happy and relieved just to see you.
And for that moment, when i was standing at your door +
we were giggling like the little girls we truly are,
for that split second, i felt like i was okay.
i'm very tired.
imma go to bed now.
wish i didn't have a tomorrow.
IT pisses the shit out of me that everyone fucken thinks that they can judge me!
Do you think that my fucken life is that easy breezy? that everythings so fucken esy to let out! maybe thats why i dont talk about it to guys like you ! and fucken chose HIM! youre so fucken conceited i hate people liek you!
whats into everyone thinking that im a certain way! fck you ! go find someone else to be that certain girl!
GRR. stop dragging me down! for a period of time you were making me happy! i couldve given you EEVERYTHING. but now youre a fucken pain in the ass.
NONONONONO. fck NO.
sighh. i''m sick. im tired.
If only..
If I were a month, I’d be JanuaryIf I were a day of the week, Saturday
If I were a time of day, I’d be eleveneleven
If I were a planet, I'd be the moon
If I were a sea animal, I’d be a dolphin :3
If I were a direction, I’d be east
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a mirror
If I were a historical figure, I’d be the first female on the moon.
If I were a liquid, I’d be apple juice
If I were a gemstone, I’d be pearl
If I were a tree, I’d be a blossom tree
If I were a tool, I’d be a superglue
If I were a flower, I’d be a dandelion
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be rainbow
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a guitar
If I were a color, I’d be white
If I were an emotion, I’d be love
If I were a fruit, I’d be a pineapple
If I were a sound, I’d be a favourite song
If I were an element, I’d be fire
If I were a car, I’d be a yellow
If I were a food, I’d be a n icecream
If I were a place, I’d be on the moon
If I were a material, I’d be cotton wool
If I were a taste, I’d be sweet
If I were a scent, I’d be vanilla
If I were an object, I’d be a teddy
If I were a body part, I’d be eyes
If I were a facial expression, I’d be a giggle
If I were an album, I’d be a photo album
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be ugg boots
If I were a book, I’d be keeping faith
If I were a language, I’d be giberish :D
If I were a mode of transportation, I’d be a rocket!
If I were an actor, I’d be jessica alba
Promised me forever-
Monday, April 5, 2010
But what happens when it becomes a never? **
Dear blog.
sorry for not posting up all my little drafts-
but honestly your not missing out on much,
theyre pretty meaningless.
Lately, alot has been happening for me in some sorts or another. Alot has been mentioned about my dad... What do people expect of me? I don't really know anymore. And i don't know how to cope when people do suddenly take about families and daddys. siggh.
If you ever ask me my most memorable event with my father, well you'd already know what it is, nothing too significant yet its stayed with me? Is it because that was the most affection i'd got of him?
When i was little, and it'd be long periods when i didn't see him, he'd give me a little hug and that was about it. Yesterday night i got a hug from a father figure, uncle phong, it was light and nothing much, but it reminded me of my own father. Uncle phong said to me to come up more regularly and that he'd teach me how to drive and everything.
I wonder why you aren't here. I wonder why they're doing your job. I wonder why I'm crying and longing for you when i know they would do a million times better as my father then you would ever be.
I wish you never left me hanging, i wish if you were gonna leave that you would just have told me.
Sometimes, i wish i never knew you.
I wish, i were never born.
Its all your fault.
Fly me to the moon
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Fly me to the moonLet me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars
In other words, hold my hand
In other words, darling, kiss me
Fill my life with song
And let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you
Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars
In other words, hold my hand
In other words, darling, kiss me
Fill my life with song
Let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, in other words
In other words, in other words
In other words
I love ... you
Friday, April 2, 2010
i misses my leesbee+jupjup
:C
<3