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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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let go; you just have to
Saturday, March 13, 2010
So.. haven't talked to you in three months kind of? I wonder how you've been, like how you've truly been?

did you miss me like i missed you?
did i ever cross your mind?

by the way you talked, it sounded like you did?
i just wished you did something abt it, but im asking too much aye?

well, its okay... somehow talking to you, i feel so happy. so much happier then all the other times... like this new start is something that i needed for us. We've never really joked around like this and i'm so sorry you never got to know that side of me like you do now...

i feel bad for barbie... what do i do now, i feel so split into two... :S
I'm slipping abck into that moment. Its like my blind spot. I don't see where this is going :S
I'm happy, but how long issit gonna last?

I've learnt something new about you~!
but honestly, could you imagine us having pocky, golden gaytime, chocopie AND choccookies together? cause i cant x)
it'd be like a loooooong dream come true hahahaha!
and US going high together would be a one and never ever again thing, you know what i mean? its true though, you're like accross the world, and it doesn't help if i'm the only one making ends meet.

ok ya why am i thinking so deep into this? i texted you cause i was sure i was over it right? right. okay im going to sleep.

I'm sorry, i don't want to.
But i have to let you go.

~~

"sometimes you have to let them go,
not because you suddenly stopped loving them,
but to see if they love you enough to come back.."

I think our actions spoke for us...


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