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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

Every Blossom Withers.
Friday, March 26, 2010
What makes you think i'm talking about flowers?

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Today, moi, jupjup and duy-en went to St Anthonys Preschool. Nothing to do with the name! i swearrr :L
Well, the children were oh-so-fun!
one of them by the name of Rodger (his EURASIAN! if i had a son like him, i'd be sooo happy :L me and julie predicted a umm HOT future for him) well, he ate my fingers up :(
andand there was ZAC. He's a funnnnny chap! Escpecially when he calls for rodger! i think they're best friends $P haha
It was sooo funny when they paint, they might as well have just poured the paint on the boxes x)
we played dress up too! they had shiny red fire helmets, funky fur boots and handbags x)
i wore a silk scarf P:
Before naptime, we read a story! and annabelle, rodger and i were reading an animal farm story! we made alll the noises! there was this other book i dont like, cause they drew the giraffes with PINK tongues! >:(
the little ones wouldnt believe me that giraffes have blue tongues, they looked at me weird...
haha, well there was also baby elena who had really pretty light blue eyes, and little claudia who had metallic grey ones! i am sooo jealous. :(
Benny gave me a hug during lucnhtime :$
hmmmm, that was about it!
i went shopping too! we went into bardot and i saw this reallyreallyHOT dress which fit me perfectly, shame it was 40$ :( ohh wells better luck next time :)

Now, i was thinking, yes i think very surprisingly. I sat by myself for a while, looking at the children. How are they capable of being so happy? I mean, they cry but its as almost if it never happened after a minute of so. They're just so content, and at times i felt so carefree too you know? Little hugs and cuddles made me feel... idk its just this feeling you get?
I guess thats why children like cuddles?
I got abit sad too :( i never get to see them again *sigh* i just hope i somehow made their day abit better? or had something upon them, even if it was the slightest bit. I wished theyd remember me, like i'll always carry their little sunshine smiles in my heart.

Well, i just lost my trail of thoughts haha, tis all for now (:


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