itsHER
the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

lalapewpewBOP!
herLOVES♥
the bummies

melanie.
julie.
lamah.
angiee.

herJOURNEY
past & present

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January 2011
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affiliates
you're on your way

facebook.
tumblr.
formspring.

inspirations.
big world outside.

his.
hers.
this.
that.
Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

Every Blossom Withers.
Friday, March 26, 2010
What makes you think i'm talking about flowers?

***

Today, moi, jupjup and duy-en went to St Anthonys Preschool. Nothing to do with the name! i swearrr :L
Well, the children were oh-so-fun!
one of them by the name of Rodger (his EURASIAN! if i had a son like him, i'd be sooo happy :L me and julie predicted a umm HOT future for him) well, he ate my fingers up :(
andand there was ZAC. He's a funnnnny chap! Escpecially when he calls for rodger! i think they're best friends $P haha
It was sooo funny when they paint, they might as well have just poured the paint on the boxes x)
we played dress up too! they had shiny red fire helmets, funky fur boots and handbags x)
i wore a silk scarf P:
Before naptime, we read a story! and annabelle, rodger and i were reading an animal farm story! we made alll the noises! there was this other book i dont like, cause they drew the giraffes with PINK tongues! >:(
the little ones wouldnt believe me that giraffes have blue tongues, they looked at me weird...
haha, well there was also baby elena who had really pretty light blue eyes, and little claudia who had metallic grey ones! i am sooo jealous. :(
Benny gave me a hug during lucnhtime :$
hmmmm, that was about it!
i went shopping too! we went into bardot and i saw this reallyreallyHOT dress which fit me perfectly, shame it was 40$ :( ohh wells better luck next time :)

Now, i was thinking, yes i think very surprisingly. I sat by myself for a while, looking at the children. How are they capable of being so happy? I mean, they cry but its as almost if it never happened after a minute of so. They're just so content, and at times i felt so carefree too you know? Little hugs and cuddles made me feel... idk its just this feeling you get?
I guess thats why children like cuddles?
I got abit sad too :( i never get to see them again *sigh* i just hope i somehow made their day abit better? or had something upon them, even if it was the slightest bit. I wished theyd remember me, like i'll always carry their little sunshine smiles in my heart.

Well, i just lost my trail of thoughts haha, tis all for now (:


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it goes wooooosh !
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
today, i made a red paper plane!
it was sooooo awesome!
it flew all the way the leesbees place :3


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i love jelly.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
i wishes;
you'd let me hug you,
and make all those little bitsy bugs
in your tummy,
causing you to fret and worry all disappear!

i wishes;
i could make you smile,
like all those times,
where you and i
were off in our own little world.

I wishes;
i could call you up,
and tell you how much i'm sorry,
tell you i didn't mean it,
didn't mean to disappoint you.

I wishes;
you were right here,
looking out my window,
gazing at the stars with me.

I wishes;
right now.
we could just be us.
Those little sentimental girls,
who though we knew so much.

I wishes;
those wishes could come true.
right now.


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♥
she's my lesbian,
she's the who causes those smiles,
the reason for all that laughin'.

there will be things, noone else will know,
secrets treasured between us munchkins,
very much like spongebobs nose.

One day I'll make it rain millions of chuppachups,
I'll sew her a rainbow coloured purple button eyed puppet sock,
and take her to watch the sunrise on the highest mountain tops.

of course I'll never get angryyy,
although she may have took my first kiss,
scared away my potential first boyfeeee!

If i could tell you how much i love you,
I'll sing you a neverending lullabye,
&stay close forever with my boo.

if you need me, i'll be sure get to you,
I'll sail the oceans & fly the skies,
I'll climb the stairs, nothing would be impossible

a red rose for my love,
a dove for my sincerity,
plus all the above.

A toast to my lesbian,
for no one, could be a better you, than you.


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Dear people;
Monday, March 22, 2010
today i got peer pressured into making a twitter account :3

hahahah; well besides that i got very tired & i had a work meeting.
I also got a surprise in my email ^^

As pa usual, i didn't get any of my work done.. at all.
A) because i didn't understand it
B) i got really really distracted
C) i know imma feel shit if i sit there looking at my eng short stories with less then 100 words each and not be able to do anything about it.

Okya, so not the best atm.
Moms been roaring at me lately, who can blame her?


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I'm an aeroplane.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
And one day,
i will fly away,
farfarfar away.

~

i need a hug. right now.


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The perfect ending;
Saturday, March 20, 2010
one upon a time
there was a frog
who lived faraway from the princess
so he decided to jump or hop
across the pretty plains
and swim beneath the opal oceans
and he found a girl
she wasn't a princess but she was her
that was all that mattered
and it was the perfect ending


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flying balloons;
Friday, March 19, 2010
Soooo, abt time i do a proper blog :D

Nothing much been happening lately; well that's lies LOL
little white lie; sighhhh couldn't live without themm. imagine how hurt everyone would be...

Well, i love OJ he's sooo funnny! and i am not cute tuhhhh. i don't like that nicknamee :(
well, i made him a promise and i'll keep it i guessems x)

Ohkays, I FOUND WHERE TO GET THOSE LOLLIES :d
hahaha, <3
but apparently it wasn't good enough HMPHH.

okay proper blogging.

so i caught up with some people over the week and I'm happy that i can show them me now. I just hope i don't disappoint them :)
and then todayy was mufti; tehee. i wents to banks with the girls we ate ALOT well i spent $20 on food and sweets :3
then we didn't really get anything or shop around. Instead we bummed at PKP and muckked around SOOOO funny, mylyn gave me a piggy, then i was a horse. We all jsut fell over eachother x)
haha, soo that was it. don't like bankstown. people are so peverted these days TUHHH,

okays then the boy next door gave mel her present! :O
it was just thereeee. and we were like no wayyyy, how random! and it was blue too, so i think donkey has abit of competition tuttuttut.

and i got promised some lollirings, and some flying ballooons.

oh also, im not allowed to call julie until i learn lyrics of "tearin up my heart- nsync"
i want it, do you? ;)
haha, WELLL, that doesnt mean she can't call me right...?
well doubt it LOL
she only calls when i tell her to :(

i want oreos and mother :(

bruises love me lately :L
well thats all for nowwww,
sorry abt the little bits and pieces.

x


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change dp; nts
Thursday, March 18, 2010
I really need too... ohh the comments -.-
haha, had many laughs though :)


so lately, ive been asked by my two best friends if i want it,
if i likes .. cyeahhh...
honestly, idk im so scared.
sure i laugh and shizz, but they don't know me like yous do, and i'm scared what happens when they do find out, who do i become to them?
i wouldn't be that person anymore, just like i wasn't to yous when i told you's.
i wasn't her anymore.

weeeeeeee, mufti day tomo :3


+ im really haspy for you deary,


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i wish i could forget, escape.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
sorry, i just had a bad day today ..



I have read a lot of books.
I have been on some sort of varsity team.
I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
I have been to Canada.
I have been to Europe.
I have watched cartoons for hours.
I have tripped UP the stairs.
I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
I have been snowboarding/skiing.
I have played ping pong.
I swam in the ocean.
I have been on a whale watch.
I have seen fireworks.
I have seen a shooting star.
I have seen a meteor shower.
I have almost drowned.
I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
I have listened to one CD over & over & over again.
I have had stitches.
I have had frostbite.
I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.
I currently have a job.
I have been ice skating.
I have been rollerblading.
I have fallen flat on my face.
I have tripped over my own two feet.
I have been in a fist fight.
I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.
I have watched the power rangers.
I attend Church regularly.
I have played truth or dare.
I have already had my 16th birthday.
I have already had my 17th birthday.
I’ve called someone stupid.
I’ve been in a verbal argument.
I’ve cried in school.
I’ve played basketball on a team.
I’ve played baseball on a team.
I’ve played football on a team.
I’ve played soccer on a team.
I’ve done cheerleading on a team.
I’ve played softball on a team.
I’ve played volleyball on a team.
I’ve played tennis on a team.
I’ve been on a track or cross country team.
I’ve been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
I’ve bungee jumped.
I’ve climbed a rock wall.
I’ve lost more than $20.
I’ve called myself an idiot.
I’ve called someone else an idiot.
I’ve cried myself to sleep.
I’ve had (or have) pets.
I’ve owned a spice girls CD.
I’ve owned a britney spears CD.
I’ve owned an N*Sync CD.
I’ve owned a backstreet boys CD.
I’ve mooned someone.
I have sworn at someone of authority before.
I‘ve been in the newspaper.
I’ve been on TV.
I’ve been to Hawaii.
I’ve eaten sushi.
I’ve been on the other side of a waterfall.
I’ve watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
I’ve watched all the Harry Potter movies.
I’ve watched all of the Rocky movies.
I’ve watched the 3 stooges.
I’ve watched “Newlyweds” Nick &Jessica.
I’ve watched Looney Tunes.
I’ve been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.
I’ve been called a geek.
I’ve studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
I’ve not studied at all for a test and aced it.
I’ve hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
I’ve hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
I’ve met a celebrity/music artist.
I’ve written poetry.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve been attracted to someone much older than me.
I’ve been tickled till I’ve cried.
I’ve tickled someone else until they cried.
I’ve had/have siblings.
I’ve been to a rock concert.
I’ve listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve been picked last in gym class.
I’ve been picked first in gym class.
I’ve been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
I’ve cried in front of my friends.
I’ve read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
I’ve played Halo 2.
I’ve freaked out over a sports game.
I’ve been to Alaska.
I’ve been to China.
I’ve been to Spain.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve had a fight with someone on IM.
I’ve had a fight with someone face-to-face.
I’ve had serious conversations using IM.
I’ve forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
I’ve been forgiven.
I’ve screamed at a scary movie.
I’ve cried at a chick flick.
I’ve watched a lot of action movies.
I’ve screamed at the top of my lungs.
I’ve been to a rap concert.
I’ve been to a hip hop concert.
I’ve lived in more than 2 houses.
I’ve driven on the highway/been on the highway.
I’ve driven more than 400 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 400 miles in a day.
I’ve been in a car accident.
I’ve done drugs.
I’ve been homesick.
I’ve thrown up.
I’ve puked on someone.
I’ve been horseback riding.
I’ve filled out more than 10 myspace/facebook/tumblr surveys.
I’ve spoken my mind in public.
I’ve proven someone wrong.
I’ve been proven wrong by someone.
I’ve broken a leg.
I’ve broken an arm.
I’ve fallen off a swing.
I’ve swung on a swing for more than 30 mins straight
I’ve watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
I’ve forgotten my backpack when I’ve gone to school.
I’ve lost my backpack.
I’ve come close to dying.
I’ve seen someone die.
I’ve known someone who has died.
I’ve wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.
I’ve done modeling.
I’ve taken something/someone for granted.
I’ve realized how good my life is.
I’ve counted my blessings.
I’ve made fun of a classmate.
I’ve been asked out by someone and I said no.
I’ve slapped someone in the face.
I’ve been skateboarding.
I’ve been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
I’ve lied to someone to their face.
I’ve told a little white lie.
I’ve taken a day off from school just so I don’t go insane.
I’ve fainted.
I’ve had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
I’ve pushed someone into a pool.
I’ve been pushed into a pool.
I’ve been/I am in love. ...

i need rescuing.


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oh so yummy,
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
yesterday i got bittens by something,
THATS HOW YUMMY I TASTE :d
but its reallyreally like itchy. :(

maybe i should taste my arm when i can get hungry like dwee suggested :D
but i hafto be careful cause apparently it hurts.. haha

well, today i also finished the last of my assessments for the term, excluding ext english.
KML. so been procastinating shtishit knows what haha ^^

I gots a poem today <3


Once upon a time, not long ago
On top of a tree, there’s this lil cherry.
She was known by the name of Geri
Whenever she feels scared, Superman’s always there.
Her heart was filled with love and joy
Like a little childhood toy.
Despite the future will be in a blur
They were meant to be together.


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late nights;
Monday, March 15, 2010
okays, not so late! but it is for meeeee :(
but its okay, cause lately i have someone who waits for me to go to bed (AA)
haha *shyy

well, today, i conformed into a NERD. thats right a N-E-R-D ! 8D

i finished my economics notes, should i read over them?
well maybe tomorrow morning,
i'm reallyreallyreally hungry atm though, but someone wont let me eat cause they said i'll go phat :(
and mom won't lemme eat cause its "too late",
but im eating watermelon x)
how REBEL is that?haha

well, today whilst studying, everyone left me lonely :(
LOL, for very good reasons.
but i got bored, so i wrote a poem for my hen.

So theres this lil hen,
his name was ken
although it was small
it appeared like superman at an angels call
he made her go spastic
over a heart made of plastic
made her smile
with little distractions ever so worthwhilee


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JUPJUP do this :)
I am a morning person.
I am a perfectionist.
I am an only child.
I am Catholic.
I am currently in my PJs.
I am currently pregnant.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart.
I am left handed.
I am married.
I am addicted to MySpace.
I’m shy around the opposite sex.
I bite my nails.
I currently regret something I have done.
When I get mad I curse.
I don’t like anyone.
I enjoy country music.
I enjoy jazz music.
I have a car.
I have a cell phone.
I have a pet.
I have at least one brother or sister.
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I’m smart.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
I have had a broken bone.
I have changed a lot over the past year.
I have had surgery.
I have killed another person.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have had the cops called on me.
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.
I have kissed someone of the same gender.
I have mood swings.
I have rejected someone before.
I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.
I have watched Sex and the City.
I like Shakespeare.
I love to cook.
I like Michael Jackson.
I love sleeping.
I love to shop.
I miss someone right now.
I own over 100 CDs.
I own over 100 DVDs.
I own and use a library card.
I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
I sleep a lot during the day.
I strongly dislike math.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I will try ALMOST anything once.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White.
I am currently wearing socks.
I am tired.
I am currently waiting for someone.
I lost contact with someone.
I hate Miley Cyrus.
I think Party In The USA is catchy.
I’d date Harry Potter.
I can name all the past presidents of the United States.
I know who was president before George Bush.
I love pickles.
I need the internet to live.
I prefer vanilla over chocolate. ( aojdisadjasj; too hard :S )
I watched Star Trek.
I watched all six movies of Star Wars.
I own an Xbox.
I think music is life.

I. Music (BOLD THE ONES YOU LIKE)
Acceptance. Coldplay. Dave Matthews Band. David Bowie. Foo Fighters. Hellogoodbye. The Killers. James Blunt. Teddy Geiger. Linkin Park. Muse. Ok Go. Panic At The Disco. Peter Bjorn. The Postal Service. Timbaland. Jack Johnson. Norah Jones. Drake. The Fray.The Wreckers. Michael Buble. Beyoncé. Metallica. Massive Attack. Queen. Journey. The Cars. Supertramp. Eurythmics. Sublime. The Red Hot Chili Peppers. Wu-tang Clan. Fergie. Sarah McLachlan. Band of Horses. John Mayer. Jason Mraz. Justin Timberlake. Lil’ Wayne. Lil’ Jon. Three 6 Mafia. Nelly.Young Joc. T.I. Sean Paul. 50 Cent. Eminem. Michael Jackson. Kenny Chesney. Carrie Underwood. Lynyrd Skynyrd. Neil Young. The Beatles. Brad Paisley. Tim McGraw. Taylor Swift. P. Diddy. Jay Z. Eiffel 65. Ace of Base. The Underdog Project. Dream Theater. Santana. Alicia Keys. Incubus. Victor Wooten. Ludacris. Gorillaz. Matchbox 20. Say Anything. Taking Back Sunday. Eric Clapton. The Darkness. Weezer. The Eagles. Jimi Hendrix. Maroon 5. Billy Joel. Paramore. Reel Big Fish. Anberlin. Mae. Family Force 5. AC/DC. Hootie and the Blowfish. Electric Six. Outkast. R.E.M. The White Stripes. Prince. Mika. Crystal Castles. Britney Spears. Spice Girls. The Gossip. Lady GaGa. Eagles. Nirvana. Smashing Pumpkins. Third Eye Blind. Metro Station. All Time Low. Motion City Soundtrack. The Rocket Summer. Tenacious D. Something Corporate. The Moldy Peaches. Macy Gray. Mandy Moore. Plain White T’s. Yeah Yeah Yeahs. My Chemical Romance. Fall Out Boy. We the Kings. The Rolling Stones. Angels & Airwaves. The Beastie Boys. Black Eyed Peas. Boys Like Girls. Jonas Brothers. Demi Lovato. Selena Gomez. Miley Cyrus. The Cure. Cobra Starship. Death Cab for Cutie. Deftones. Team Sleep. Filter. Goo Goo Dolls. Honor Society. Katy Perry. Kid Cudi. MCFLY. Never Shout Never.


II. Movies (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE SEEN)
Pride and Prejudice. Glory Road. The Princess Bride. Robin Hood Men In Tights. Love Actually. Garden State. Goonies. Center Stage. Ocean’s Eleven. Seven. Newsies. 300. Donnie Darko. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. My Best Friend’s Wedding. Anchorman. Drop Dead Gorgeous. Wedding Crashers. Elf. Zoolander. Austin Powers. Clueless. Mean Girls. Hairspray. Moulin Rouge. Fight Club. Rocky. Pulp Fiction. What A Girl Wants. Kill Bill. Thank You For Smoking. Little Miss Sunshine. Requiem for a Dream. The Departed. Dawn of the Dead. Memento. The Lovely Bones. 17 Again. 8 Mile. Office Space. Snakes on a Plane. Boondock Saints. Say Anything. The Silence of the Lambs. Saving Private Ryan. Superbad. The Prestige. Just Friends. The Devil Wears Prada. Under the Tuscan Sun. Titanic. Steel Magnolias. Saw. Ace Ventura. She’s the Man. Because I Said So. Catch and Release. Music and Lyrics. Spanglish. Stick It. Step Up. The Fast and the Furious. Pineapple Express. Joyride. Halloween. The Italian Job. Crash. Must Love Dogs. The Last Kiss. Chicago. Harry Potter. Rush Hour. Breakfast at Tiffany’s. Clerks. Shooter. The Bourne Identity. Meet the Parents. Dirty Dancing. A Christmas Story. Rudy. National Treasure. Sleepless in Seattle. Miss Congeniality. The Science of Sleep. The Matrix. Everything is Illuminated. Good Will Hunting. Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure. Empire Records. Phantom of the Opera. Lord of the Rings. Click. Scarface. District 9. The Notebook.

III. TV (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN A COUPLE OF TIMES)
ER. Grey’s Anatomy. Saved by the Bell. Man vs. Wild. Scrubs. South Park. America’s Next Top Model. Gossip Girl. Sex and the City. Friends. Dawson’s Creek. The Big Bang Theory. Seinfeld. The Office. Lost. Miami Ink. Made. Arrested Development. That 70’s Show. Family Guy. The Simpsons. Veronica Mars. Project Runway. Bones. Iron Chef. Alias. Pushing Dasies. Gilmore Girls. The Colbert Report. The Daily Show. Mythbusters. Avatar: The Last Airbender. Will and Grace. 24. House. To Catch A Predator. Whistler. Heroes. Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Unsolved Mysteries. 7th Heaven. Everybody Loves Raymond. Boston Legal. Bleach. What I Like About You. Reba. King of Queens. Survivor. The O.C. American Idol. Days of Our Lives. How I Met Your Mother. CSI. Boy Meets World. Law and Order. Numbers. Reno 911. I Love New York. Step by Step. Little People Big World. What Not To Wear. My Wife and Kids. Moonlight. Supernatural. Ace of Cakes. White Collar. Nip/Tuck. The Biggest Loser. Beauty and the Geek. Battlestar Galactica. Stargate SG1. The Inferno. Scarred. Wild N Out. Real World. Trinity Blood. Dead Like Me. Whose Line is it Anyway?. Dragon Ball Z. Futurama. Firefly. Medium. Star Trek. X-files. Cowboy BeBop. Sailor Moon. My Name is Earl. Six Feet Under. Dancing With The Stars. Degrassi. Greek. Glee. Secret Life of the American Teenager. The Hills. Laguna Beach. Vampire Diaries.


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to my jelly; peanut butter
Sunday, March 14, 2010
haha so proud of myself! i finished my english essay AND bio assginment! BEAT THAT BZETCHES! MUAHAHAHAHAHAH .

well most of it. haha .

sooo, i'm getting two lollipop rings~ WEeeeeee ! POP !
haha, one for eating; and one for deco !

but besides that, today was sososo scary. I was home alone and i dieed like twice! well i was home alone, an the boggey man came. but i got so hungry so i ate him, then i died from food poisoning.. AND THEN biology killed my life :( 11 pages long...

mels so mean, she wouldn't feed me. and dwee does human bio. TUHHHH so apparently im not good enough for his help P:
LOL, thanks for trying though guys, C:


so haspy, if only this feeling could last foreverrrrr.

goodnights bums x


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awww, the little things you do to make me smile,
omg what a long title... HAHAHAHA its worth it ;D

wells, let see.

WHAT IS THIS?! stalking me on facebook much :(
LOLOL, but i just love the little things that you do to make me smile, and i'm sorry about sometimes how i'm abit inconsiderate and neglectful <3

WELL, if you actually stalked me properly you probably found this page :S
hahahah, weeeeeeee. thankyou for making my day bummmm;

now i hafto go study :(


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let go; you just have to
Saturday, March 13, 2010
So.. haven't talked to you in three months kind of? I wonder how you've been, like how you've truly been?

did you miss me like i missed you?
did i ever cross your mind?

by the way you talked, it sounded like you did?
i just wished you did something abt it, but im asking too much aye?

well, its okay... somehow talking to you, i feel so happy. so much happier then all the other times... like this new start is something that i needed for us. We've never really joked around like this and i'm so sorry you never got to know that side of me like you do now...

i feel bad for barbie... what do i do now, i feel so split into two... :S
I'm slipping abck into that moment. Its like my blind spot. I don't see where this is going :S
I'm happy, but how long issit gonna last?

I've learnt something new about you~!
but honestly, could you imagine us having pocky, golden gaytime, chocopie AND choccookies together? cause i cant x)
it'd be like a loooooong dream come true hahahaha!
and US going high together would be a one and never ever again thing, you know what i mean? its true though, you're like accross the world, and it doesn't help if i'm the only one making ends meet.

ok ya why am i thinking so deep into this? i texted you cause i was sure i was over it right? right. okay im going to sleep.

I'm sorry, i don't want to.
But i have to let you go.

~~

"sometimes you have to let them go,
not because you suddenly stopped loving them,
but to see if they love you enough to come back.."

I think our actions spoke for us...


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NOINK NOINK !
Friday, March 12, 2010
So lately sooo manyassessments and ive spent another ngiht procastinating :D
LOL, f my life. honestly.

But guess what?
depsite my stress (?)
im actually quite happy about everything at my life.
its just come to a point that ive actually accepted everything as it is. and im happy thigns are the way they are. well most of it anyways. Well, i mscared though, weh nthere is an upturn there will also be a down.

Okay, so what else. i cant remember much. today was a good day for assessments for anyone. :/
LIKE everyone was so bleh? but at the same tiome happy high and relieved! so tomorrows saturday, weeeeeeeeee. wonder where this is gonna bring me P:

so haspy! x)

hope ill be able to finish bio and economics tomorrow :S
well ngiht alll, i shall fly of noww

and all she wanted,
was to travel to the edge of the world


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Wednesday, March 10, 2010
12.30
have not fully completed anything.

i'm so scared.
will i be able to get through it all...


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sped; crazy
Monday, March 8, 2010
today i smiled so big,
i laughed so loud.

I'm so happy,
I'm so high,
I feel like i could fly.


(F)


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with passion; despising maths
Sunday, March 7, 2010
its so methodical. you have to get it right. and the most frustrating thing is there is only one answer to it. there's no sense of freedom. no life. its so constricting, and i hate it.

im so tired. can you tell? how could you? i'm sorry. didn't mean it. but its too sudden. i dont know what to do :(



so guess who just scored themself a ticket to alice in wonderland... i'm too scared though.. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO WHY.
WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAFTO CLASH AND TURN LIKE THIS.


okay, didnt mean to shout... uhoh... Pinocchio...


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letters, love
Saturday, March 6, 2010
so lately, if you want to talk to me, my advice is email :L

~

theres so many types of love and affection out there.
yet when we mention the two, one thought comes to our minds: the intimacy between a girl and a boy.

~

so lately, i've become really close to a certain someone.
long hour calls, lullabyes (i'm sorry it was so forced bub), the development of new emails! yes you, not thingy!
Wells, we had a good day despise our little mishappenings and my troubled trainride (ALLITERATION!)

hahaha. thanks bumm for everything even though you get ever so impatient with me and have to sit through all my rambling about unnecessary things in the closeby future.

ily
xx


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Blame it on me;
Friday, March 5, 2010
sometimes, its just easier to put up an attitude than to face our true emotions; its just easier to hold a grudge then know that you'd hurt that someone again; its easier to put the blame on someone else then to go searching for a reason.

So who's fault is it?

Maybe i'll find some time and the right words to blog later, but i just really wanted.. actually i don't know what i want anymore...
But soemtimes i just wish for so much more out there while i'm caged.

every girl has their splurges and wants of goodies; its fact that we'll never be satisfied.. so all i gotta remember is that i'm not the only one who wishes things were different.

>clickety CLICK!<


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i should've known better, lies
Monday, March 1, 2010
in this moment, i just wish that someone could make me sincerely smile.



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