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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
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so cold (8)
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Well, sheralweeeeen is sickiee. :(
feeling abit better since haven't been doing much this arvo. Prob go to sleep after i blog these thoughts.

Touched upon something in english which made me think and wonder.

The in between.
Reality and dreams.
I lay somewhere in between in struggle to figure things out.
I guess its in between where all the hope, my hope lays.
Not ready to grasp reality yet too scared to let my mind wander.
With one hand I'm reaching for the better possibilities, with the other shielding myself&getting ready for the worse.
I'm stuck in between holding onto a bunch of nothingness...

& its tearing me apart inside


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