itsHER
the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

lalapewpewBOP!
herLOVESā™„
the bummies

melanie.
julie.
lamah.
angiee.

herJOURNEY
past & present

June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
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December 2010
January 2011
July 2011
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October 2011
December 2011
affiliates
you're on your way

facebook.
tumblr.
formspring.

inspirations.
big world outside.

his.
hers.
this.
that.
Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

I thought it was my star
Monday, February 15, 2010
It lit up my dark nights
Scared away my frights
I wanted to hold it tight
Never let it out of my sight

But It was just a plane passing by
Leaving me insane without a goodbye
I closed my eyes
Telling myself not to cry
Hoping to believe those feelings were a lie

Now those are all cherished memories born from my fears
There's even no more tears
So long ago yet seems so near
Can't believe its been almost a year

So those feelings i never let you know
Since the day we said hello
And the emotions seem to overflow
I promised myself never to let it show
And lie to all I've let you go

So now I'm heart broken
Pained by all the words unspoken
Writing this poem as a token
For all that endless lovin'


---
A day & always too late;
for him


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