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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

craving icecream moonbeam ♥
Friday, February 12, 2010
As you might know, (or may not know: depending on whom you are), lately i've been into a drama called you're beautiful
The thing i love about dramas is that feeling you get.. of simply being free from your own life for that particular moment. You're not entrapped by anything and will not be afraid of drawing conclusions, because the fact is you know you will get a conclusion. One thats for sure. Definate.
You know what i mean?
Maybe not.

So many thoughts.
Pocky.
Golden gaytimes.
Apple juice.
Yet so little words to grasp that sheer happiness i feel.
Or rather, i felt

I don't believe it.
But is it possible?

Without words...
Should not have done anything
Should have ignored everything
Like something I couldn't see
Like something I shouldn't have seen
Maybe I should have never gazed like this

I should have run away and
Act like I wasn't listening
Like something I couldn't hear
It's something I should never hear
Maybe I should have never heard your voice

Without a word, you taught me how to believe
Without a word, you gave me my everything
But even as the breath you left behind remains
You're always running far away
Without a word, my heart is leaving again
Without a word, my heart has thrown me away
Now how can I reply? This voice of mine alone could never do the same
As you without a word

Why is my heart so hurting
Why won't it stop this hurting
Can't see you here anymore
Just that you're not here anymore
Apart from that it's how it was before

Without a word, you taught me how to believe
Without a word, you gave me my everything
But even as the breath you left behind remains
You're always running far away
Without a word, my heart is leaving again
Without a word, my heart has thrown me away
Now how can I reply? This voice of mine alone could never do the same

Without a word, the tears make trails down my face
Without a word, my heart keeps crumbling away

Without a word, I wait for you to return
Without a word, I take the pain and the hurt
Because I'm lost in time, you're far away so I
Can only cry into the sky
Without a word, that star was searching for me
Without a word, that star drew nearer to me
My heart was unprepared when I sent you away - I wondered how you could just have
Appeared without a word

Without a word it may show
Without a word it may go
Like a disease from before
Maybe that's what this hurt is for
So that there can't be doubts here anymore

This translation isn't the exact orginal lyrics..
but what i love is this guy translated it so precise to the way i can relate to..
He shows that there is a possibility, but no certainty...
that this is love.


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