itsHER
the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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herLOVESā™„
the bummies

melanie.
julie.
lamah.
angiee.

herJOURNEY
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his.
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this.
that.
Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

Who i was, am + will become.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
I just realised.
I've become too serious for my own good.

Now, this is who i am but it will not be who i will become.

When you think about it, in fifteen years time i will be 30? Its so long away yet so close, after all I've already gone through 15 in a blink of an eye.

At night, i get so scared as i hear every second tick away. Its another second of my life wasted, that I've done nothing with.

Even though i am surrounded by people, why do i feel so lonely, ever so lonely?
There's like a never ending nothingness-
an empty space within me tummy, waiting to swell up with affection.

Sometimes, it freaks me out how long i actually zone out about nothing in particular, one moment it feels like I've got all the time in the world- but the next, I'm choking in confusion about where I'm leading to nowhere in particular

So whats your favourite food?
Is it you happy food?
Mines icecream, but lately it doesn't seem to make me happy :S
No food fills my tummy i think somethings wrong with my eating habits.. Well guesses i hafto wait till school resumes to redo my eating habits.

Oh guess what- I'm stil trying to figure out "Whats me". Epic failure. Gonna try to ps some more shots tomorrow.

i ch-ch-choo-oose you.
The one who'll makes my tummy rumble with laughter,
and my heart tickle with happiness.

Well right now i choose my family + friends.
muchlove to you all,
x


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