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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Tuesday, January 12, 2010
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. went swimming today with mel+herfriends+adonkee+narellieeee.

had heaps of funnn. idk what e;llse to write about it? haha
umm well left the house at 11.45ish and when i got there the line was like this
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PLUS
no kidding, it was like 12372849034013281 times much longer.
but suprisingly we did in quicker than we thought. Spent the beginning with liz until everyone kinda came got together blahblah idk.
we also all squished into the spa x)
bahahha, bad experience with a lil corrupted girl mann. hope my sister doesnt end up like that.
ohhh, but so glad she had fun.

kay im just bloging for the sake of not blogging in a long while. Heres to what else has been happening lately:

well, the guy and mum seem awfully quiet. I'm asuming that things weren't workingout long distance.
My mum and aunty have been spending alot of time together doing idk what.
meee, well i need more sleep. yues it seems though i have no life (in which i don't) and somehow i manage to still need more sleep.
ummmm, i need money.
idk idk idk. i just do?
I'm trying to save up for a new sofa and like shelves and stuff for the house, hopefully in a few months the house will look somewhat tidier?

ummm, well these thoughts have been kinda bothering me...
I even had a nightmare last night... i dogged my friiends today what seemed to be my planned beach outing which turned into epic fail. Four girls ended going and i feel bad.. then julie was like they might talk shiz and i'm scared :/
well we're girls, sighsigh.
Also, summerbreak is on this sunday. idk i don't wanna go but then i have work as well. i told her i needed the money and she offered to pay for me? Its nice of her but honestly, lately we've been so out of touch and shit. As my friend can't she be abit more empathetic for me?
Like she moans and crap abt the same shit she goes thorugh and then im carrying my shit and her shit and i have nowhere to dump it... idk i'm being a bitch about it all...I'm just so tired all the thinking this is getting me into is making me all weary ... okays screw these thoughts.

imma have some icecream in moms room then head to bed early (:


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