itsHER
the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

lalapewpewBOP!
herLOVESā™„
the bummies

melanie.
julie.
lamah.
angiee.

herJOURNEY
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this.
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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

the julie.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
BAHAHA. my list dedicated to julie.
So what did you want to know...?
Hopefully, i can answer this for you hunny.

As most you guys know, (well the two of you anyways), Anthony was one of the most influential person and event of my 2009. Why? Well, sometimes i don't even know. I've always blamed it on the fact that it's cause he knows. Being a uni guy and all late nights, clubbing drinking and what not.. somehow he was different you know. And man idk, he always thought i was corrupted he judged me. But somehow along the way we got to know each other better and things changed i was able to open up to him. Late night calls and texts. When no one else was there for me, when he was the only comfort i received. Along the way i fell for him really badly. The little things he noticed about me and the silly things he said that made me laugh. weeeeeeeeeeeee. shalalalala.

so the list.
well, we all have our ideal guys right? We have different fantasy and dreams. Some expect more than others.
My ideal thing would be a park and swings.. Yes my thing for swings.. i blogged about it onceee. If you've ever been on a swing at night, its the free flowing rush, plus the whole adrenaling thing gets to mee. ahahha
mmm. why not a cute smile and the whole package (although trust me it doesn't matter, anthony's living proof.. LOL)
ohhh. And who could forget my endless supply of icecream andand pockky! My happy food! thats kinda self explanatory although he'd hafto know deets of 09 to understand. x)
It'd be cute if he could sing me a symphony, but then and again our song will be you are my sunshinee (8)
Gimme a piggy back ride. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. It'd be fun (for me at least :)
I don't know, some how little things matter cause it adds up to the big thing.
btw i lovelovelove daisies. :L
Don't shower me with handbags but gifts of books and plushies!
shalalala, give me those little messages
care and ask after me even though things seem okay.
be sentimental & meaningful
unlike julie, i don't mind corny things :D
but i think the thing i'm looking for most is happiness.. make me smile?

wow. shit. thats a long list...HAHAHA. but i think it's not that hard.. issit?

much love to whoever meets this list one dayyy.


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