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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
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im sorry bubby...
Friday, January 22, 2010
this is just the way i am. and i'm sorry. my lack of confidence. lack of initiative. my lack of comforting words to approach you guys with. I'm a coward i must admit. How should i phrase this?

If i continue to poke on your wounds, will it gash and become worse?

Yessum, I guess thats to explain me right not.. I'm scared that asking upon your conflicts would cause you guys to be come more upset.. At some point i had my fair share of experience, and I guess when you're ready you would come to me?

There's no point forcing a bird to sing when its clearly unhappy locked up in a cage.

The event the other night... To be honest i didn't know what to do. That day wasn't the brightest for me, and i was so confused when you came down... I just waited. I cat as time passed... When duy came on with a push and an urge i got my nerves up and went up...

It brought up alot of memories for me i guesses... I don't know but i started to read my blogs back in "october".. We've come a far way...

Kay honestly, i don't know why i posted i guess i just wanted to say sorry..


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