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the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

I Would Be Lying
Friday, January 15, 2010
Novel

no clashes, no strain
it never felt like love anyway
i'm so glad girl maybe we're better of
that's a load off of my shoulder
was it meant to be
i guess we'll never know love
i admit we never did evolve
or maybe i'm just fooling myself
cos i can't see me with nobody else
cos i keep walking round with a smile on my face
and all along (?)
and if i said you weren't my shining
then i would be lying
and i keep walking round with a smile on my face
and all along (?)
and if i said you weren't my shining
i would be lying
moon lights and lonely days
it's just a reminder that you brought me pain
but we're way past it, i'm over it now
took me a while to build the courage to say
i don't wanna see you ever again
i think it's best we've gone our separate ways
but what if i'm just kidding myself
cos i can't picture me with nobody else
cos i keep walking round with a smile on my face
and all along (?)
and if i said you weren't my shining
then i would be lying
and i keep walking round with a smile on my face
and all along (?)
and if i said you weren't my shining
i would be lying
i know we're over and out
she just keeps telling me now
why can't we just be friends
and i gotta act like it's ok
but i can't pretend (no)
cos i keep walking round with a smile on my face
and all along (?)
and if i said you weren't my shining
then i would be lying
and i keep walking round with a smile on my face
and all along (?)
and if i said you weren't my shining
i would be lying
i would be lying, i would be lying (oh oh oh)

used to be addicted to this song, guess i still kinda am <3


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