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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
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Don't try to run..
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Well, i'm not.. physically anyways. What is it that i want out of this life? Can someone anyone tell me where i am headed for?
So its 2010, but it feels no different. Its just any other holiday where I'm lounging around doing nothing in particular. Well, I'm halfway through the holidays and soon enough I'll be complaining about school work and what not. The usual.
Don't know why, but i just get so bored of everything so easily. Like hobbies and "stuffs to do". I may not be spectacular at anything in particular but I'm exceptable. I do okay.
Cooking. Knitting. Photographing. Gaming. Photoshopping. Quoting. Reading.
I'm still not satisfied nothing completes me after a few days or weeks.
Someone find me something that'll make me happy.

Make me a special me.

Do you ever feel like you have so much to say about something or like to someone. You feel like you could explode. Bu t then when the opportunity comes, you just can't do it. Maybe you think its for the better maybe it doesn't feel "Right".
Things slowly start to build up inside of you after a while, and then you feel like crumbling over. Do you ever have the urge to just cry. just to let all that unknown pain out. And then you;d wish someone would see and give you a hug or something, some sign, any sign of comfort but then you realise that you were alone..

Do you ever feel so blissful, you just wanna smile to yourself about something so dear and precious to yourself. You feel like you just want to hold onto it forever and ever. You just want time to freeze right there and right then. You wish that everyone else could feel that little piece of happiness... And although there's so much out there, somewhere else waiting for you, you don't really care because here is where you're happy.

Right now, i feel like icecream.
Really badly.
Cookies and cream icecream.
Some pancakes tomorrow would be nice to.
OMG. & rocky road.
Pocky would make me smile.

MMMM. Had work today? I don't like my job.. I think I'm going to try find a new one... I wanna learn to drive a motorbike. VROOOOOOOOOM. but gonna try get my L's first. Mum's unhappy with me for the usual reasons. I'm going to clean a window tomorrow. YEEEEEEE. I hate how my computer has my sitting on my fat ass all day. I'm going to ... yeah. work on limiting myself ... well we'll see about the last one :)

So many plans going on lately.. Not really but yerh.
-Movie
-Beach
-Summerbreak
-Elena outing
-That other outing planned
-Iceskating

I need cash very badly. wonder when sister's dad is coming back :(
Kay. That's all.
Better go to bed before mummy chucks a spazz.

lovemuchfromme.
xx


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