itsHER
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nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Where did we go wrong, tell me whats going on, why so many changes...

so yesterday wasn't my best night... sorry for making you worry.. i think after our talk and mum prying on me and shit, i just wasn't in the mood.

LOVE.
We want it even though we're always so hurt by it.
we need it, although it'll undoubtedly hurt us.

Yesterday night, after you left he talked to me. well mainly about the issue that he was dissing westies, in which he proceeded to to argue back that he was more west. THAT WASN'T MY POINT.
his a gronk and bitch and i'd prefer it if i didn't hafto speak to him again. makes me feel bad and shit now..

then i missus anty cause yerh... so i read the email. and then i remembered why i fell for him. so i reread his texts and i was like shit.
you know it seems so stupid and all,but he knows. And maybe the only reason i want to keep him is to keep the secrets that i've kept so long..
maybe i just want to care for him the way he cared for me.
maybe i just like the idea of him, like an ideal guy like him.
but you hafto read the things one day.. idk maybe his friends and shit are right, he's jst a guy whose good with words.. or a playboy.

i slept okay, waking periodically for short moments throughout the night, but my music was on to comfort me so it was pretty okay..
doing nothing today, hope youre still coming down.

Know that at the end of every storm, there is a rainbow && that at the end of everyday, I'll always be there for you, my best friend

thankshunny, hope your having sweet dreams.. of us right now.. BUAHAHAH. <3


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