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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
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Nowhere (8)
Sunday, December 6, 2009
hmm so its been bout a week? i guess in some sorts alot has happened. last week was iffy. i guess had my ups and downs. school was a bludge. just a series of workshops and bother.
some people make me wonder though, why exactly are we friends? issit because we hate change, convenience or is it truly something more? who klnows, but i hope i am making the right friends.

i got my report back.. i reckon i did okayyy. better than halfies. But my mum doesnt think so. she never does. she jsut wants to compare me to maryy. *sighsigh,
well i just gotta let her be. its pissing me off though. i'm not amry., i'm not the perfect daughter. live with it.
honestly, i know i'm not the best, but i;m not the worst.. i jsut don;t understand why she can;t be happy of who i am and be more encuraging.

Saturday, i had viet school excursion to fish market.. LOL. and caps x)
twas fun. esp fitting 13 ppl into a booth. hadhad funn.
ken is cute :L
what to say. i learnt abt bargaining..? walk away .. theyll call you back. ahaha
our teacher is funny though. hope we get him next year.
lvoelovelvoe my classmates... well not really. i think i dont really fit in but mehhhh

work today, it was tiring, i guess i didn't sleep enough yesterday. i should sleep earlierr. :s
i'll tryy. i'm so happy i got the job though! && hope i do better... i kinda really need the money though.

to you, because thats how i always address yu... i wonder if yu even pay attentio nto these little scrambles..
hmm. .what can i say.. well firstly, i guess i don't know if that was to me or not. i wonder if it was but it didn't really make sense...
if so, wonce again i;m asking yu what did i do? after all i haven't been talking to you for the last few weeks.. what could i possibly have said abt yu and top whom.. i'm confused.
yes maybe im jsut dumb and ashit but idk.. it frustrates me that we haven't been talking..
i'm so sorry though..
sorry more than yu can imagine, all for my very own reasons..
this morning, i'm sorry...
i wanted to hug yu, and tell yu i missed yu so much, that its been too long..
i wanted to hold your hand, and tell yu to let it go, but don't worry i'll be there to hel pyu..
i wanted you to tell me... whats wrong? whats bothering yu...
i'm so worried abt yu.. looking out onto your balcony sets a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach. youre so close, yet so far away...
hmm... well.. honestly, what happened to us, i hope that the answer is nothing, and all this was simply a phase...

ily. xx


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