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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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hope ?
Friday, December 18, 2009
hmm, a few things happened this week... but i guess all in all it hasn't been such a bad week.

Monday was Hong's outing before she left for vietnam the next day.
Gonna miss her. Well abt 40ish more days. haha. hope shes having fun.
But anyways, that day was just out to livo, watch Where the Wild things are
its sad & very meaningful. well, i cried.. haha
OHOH ! did i mention got my SC results back ! i'm so happy! && i think made mum happy too so it was good (:

Tuesday was a really tiring day.. well can't really say more than that... that sentece sums it all up..
my fears were somewhat true.. bbut it will get better you know?!
like, after next monday, things should be finee... still scared though. i mean who wouldn't be.. and i feel so bad for notbeing the person i could, not being as there and encouraging as i can be... but what she doesn't know is if i pay the slightest attention, if i let my gaur down slightly, i'm so scared that i'm going to crack and break..
ut things will be fine..
and this time i'm actually proud cause in some ways, i'm finding myself...
i know it maybe stupid to keep things to myself and whatnot, not to be hypocritical to those who i say its better to speak out.. but i think its what i need right now, abit of time to myself. whether it be filled with distractions or reflections..

Wednesday, Elenas belated party to bondi. It was good fun. A day out with the girls. shame none of the guys were decent LOL. well, i know what im getting elena just can't really get it yet.. need to go all the way to china town brahhh. LOL, well it shal get to her evntually. the day was good BESIDES the fact i got sunburnt :(
and its still hurts today. its like red and im so tann. and like i never realised i am like really really pale. haha
sucks man. oh well hopefully itll peel or fade :S

Thursday was at home, and spents hours o nthe phone with julie then elena. hahaha x)

Friday, today. Home again. Mums out with sis so i'm just planning to photshop a few photos for ym wall and then to practice for my L's. maybe i can get them soon ;)

Weekend? Double shift. saturday and sunday. really need the money for monday... Well its for the better. Hopefully i can get through it and wont be that tired..
That is all i guess..

If you read.. thankyou?
ahah, just my littel thoughts and blabberish.
take care all.
hope happiness finds you (:


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