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Thursday, December 24, 2009
So made it past the week with almost no troubles. Job well doneee (:I was so worried about monday.. Time passed slowly but everythings okay now... and in a way i'm glad its over, all to do now is pray that nothing like that will ever, ever happen again. (:
Tuesday was a get together with my girls they are a sweet bunch && we had a good time despite rough patches ehehe. Didn't do much we just talked watched slumdog millionaire (its so sad! well not really but kinda you get me? LOL well it has a sorta happy ending, was happy i didn't watch it alone thoughs)
Wednesday, yesterday was a day full of phone calls i swear. HAHA wouldn't be talking, elena called me bout four times.
But mel came down and yerh we talked about random stuffs.. ahah like we always do, and i had fun (:
like, it just felt good being with her again after a long time. feels like ages since we've just joke and stuffs.
well, LOL about how we joked about janus and yerh .. *coughscoughs*
i really didn't know what i was heading for did i? i'm just so scared. like, i know its nothing serious, but i thought of anthony.. wonder how i actually feel about him... julie said something to me:
you either love them forever, or feel nothing at all.
Maybe it was something else i felt? well anyways shall i tell the whole story? far out like some drama.. ahah
well at first i was really embarrassed that he was a guy, not a girl :/
i know, i'm fail haha. but yerh added him on fb then he insisted on msn. so after talking for a while, he wanted me to make it up to him. i asked how and the questions popped: "go on a date with me"
yerh.. i was really shocked. didn't know what to do so called for mels help ;D
thanks hunny for always being there for meeee.
looking forward to tuesday? to be honest not really, like i said to him, i'm not who i seem.. i'm afraid that im not those things he said.
i'm not hot, funny, interesting and stuffs.. he know sonly half of me.. its gonna be disappointing..
on the other hand he looks realy good looking.. haha !
on another note, don't know whats wrong with my bummies but somehow feel really out of touch with them, with you.. whats wrong? it hurts ti know that i know somethings wrong, but i can't help.. what am i suppose to say when reality has already spoken?
&& hunny, yes to you, never feel alone.. i may not know exactly how you feel but i relate.. nothings gonna change between us yerh? no matter who comes and goes,, ily.
also, this christmas i think is gonna end up being a quiet one.. mum and i aren't doing much, then i think plans with my aunt are cancelled. only aunty anna is left and its a dressup.
so tinkerbell here i come ;)
hmm, theres so many people i wanna see.. someday yerh..?
Well, as the year ends, i'm wishing all you more happiness and laughter. my love is always with you.
i promise never to let you's go, or at least try my best!
lovesyu, smile ?
x
well at first i was really embarrassed that he was a guy, not a girl :/
i know, i'm fail haha. but yerh added him on fb then he insisted on msn. so after talking for a while, he wanted me to make it up to him. i asked how and the questions popped: "go on a date with me"
yerh.. i was really shocked. didn't know what to do so called for mels help ;D
thanks hunny for always being there for meeee.
looking forward to tuesday? to be honest not really, like i said to him, i'm not who i seem.. i'm afraid that im not those things he said.
i'm not hot, funny, interesting and stuffs.. he know sonly half of me.. its gonna be disappointing..
on the other hand he looks realy good looking.. haha !
on another note, don't know whats wrong with my bummies but somehow feel really out of touch with them, with you.. whats wrong? it hurts ti know that i know somethings wrong, but i can't help.. what am i suppose to say when reality has already spoken?
&& hunny, yes to you, never feel alone.. i may not know exactly how you feel but i relate.. nothings gonna change between us yerh? no matter who comes and goes,, ily.
also, this christmas i think is gonna end up being a quiet one.. mum and i aren't doing much, then i think plans with my aunt are cancelled. only aunty anna is left and its a dressup.
so tinkerbell here i come ;)
hmm, theres so many people i wanna see.. someday yerh..?
Well, as the year ends, i'm wishing all you more happiness and laughter. my love is always with you.
i promise never to let you's go, or at least try my best!
lovesyu, smile ?
x