nguggy.

itsHER

the girl next door

nguggy. 16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

lalapewpewBOP!

herLOVES♥

the bummies

melanie.
julie.
lamah.
angiee.

herJOURNEY

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you're on your way

facebook.
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inspirations.

big world outside.

his.
hers.
this.
that.

Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

Why can't we just press rewind (8)

Monday, November 23, 2009

Maybe I'm just paranoid or whatnot.
Maybe I'm just so caught up in shit that when people give me a slightest hint that something is out of the ordinary, i overreact.
Maybe life isn't as bad as i think it is.
And that things aren't as shit as they seem to me.
Maybe, and possibly, its just me.

**

well today was my first day at work exp at the department of environment and climate change. There was heaps to take in, and yerh it was good and fun. But it was also tiring, i stood up for most of the day and slept straight after i ate and showered when i went home.

kay, idk i give up on blogging, I'm just not good with this anymore.
I'm just trying to kill time. I'm waiting, yet I'm waiting for nothing at all.
Everything's just so pointless.
the words are stuck in my throat and i can;t manage to let them out.
uggh, honestly right now. I just hate me.
and no matter how yu guys try to tell me truth, and no matter how thankful i am, i just feel that yu guys bend the truth just to make me feel better, after all. you're my friends.
<3

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