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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Sunday, November 29, 2009
so just a little longer until i go to bed.
hmmm. didn't do much yesterday, just lounge around and felt kinda shats yesterday night. Don't ask me why, like always idk.
so change my facebook stat saying smile & sweet dreams, hoping to fool no other but myself.
ohh wells.


today, woke up rather late, well for me that is. just showered, ate then went to aunts. i needed something to wear to liz's party. ended up borrowing a black belt to go with my heels. i wore my sleepshirt.. LOL. ;D


so then headed to 2nd job trial, i think it went alright.. idk. prob won't get it. don't want to get my hopes high then get disappointed T.T"
met angie! she's really nice (:
hmm. but to yu, maybe i'm over thinking again...
what happened to us? there seems to be something there..
&, i guess i'm sorry, but overtime... yes maybe just let a little time pass.


theen had to rush to liz's. i was late and yerrr.
i was so hungryyy. i PIGGED so much. yu guys would kill mee. cause i kinda binge ate again ahahha. ANYWAYS.
we forwarded out to the front and had a water fight ;D
lucky i had my boardies and shats. it was LOL. very fun indeed. i got soaked. i had to go braless after T.T ahhahaha.
then we ate. more.. :L
went in and luvo'd. then had cake which was AWESOME since her dadsumm a cake maker. ahahah. :L monia had to go, so ngan, mary helen and i walked her home. i did the mistake of wearing my heeels. eyyyah. 'tis was fun till we decided to walk in the middle of the raod, a car came, and my heel got caught in my strap cos i was too lazy to do it up before... i learnt my lesson T.T but nothing happened! only afew scratches. ANYWAYYY. when were nearly back at liz's. a group of btown guys drove past T.T must i say more? WTF is danny? (recognised by ngan) and i hope neville wasnt in the car T.T i would get uterly killed if mummy knew :/)
back to the house we ate again LOL.
i got dared fanta and sushi soy sauce. NEVER EVER try it. 'tis was horrible :L
lalala. what else happened. nothing much. we dirty danced me and angela again i guess.. ahahah.

*sighhh. off the topic though. i wonder if i actually dress like i ask for it or something. or like mary implies shit to me. but yerh. guess ican't do anything, its me and yerhh.

hope i get to see yu soon... i'm scared but yeahh...


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