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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
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slower to heal (8)
Sunday, November 1, 2009
I'm so scared...
because even through my ups and downs, i think the ones who hurt but keep quieter than me are the ones who actually hurt the most..

i always start the convo.. but then i've slowly learned to stopp doing so and let the opportunity come.. but this time instead he just disappeared like that.

i don't think i lost this chance because i think i never had one in the first place..

i think i've thought about it long enough... i'm not gonna go to meetup. thats my plan for now but i'll let the day come before making an official notice.. it's not that i don't want to go. and its not like its not gonna hurt. but its the fact that i want to hurt so it huts no more. i wanna forget him.



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