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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

last day of work exp :(
Friday, November 27, 2009
Sometimes boring, but none the less fun !
okay well more like Matt & Brad.. ahaha and who could forget Michael!

Michael is a dopey kinda guy and he's like LOl cause half the time he didn't know what elena && i were going about.
Brad is HOTHOTHOT. and he has BLUE ocean eyes and an unforgettable smile. Definitely the type to make yu swoon.

Matt. I guess. I don't know. Spent most our time with him! and we sure did have fun!
he's 25 and married! how young is that?! and his proposal was ssooooo cute! he didn't finish telling us the story though :(
&& tsktsk. i wouldve gotten my piggy back ride! except i was wearing a dress T.T""
A shoutout to him though, & a very big sorry for the nuisance.
But around him, my old self actually came out. This past week i was SPED. ahahahah.
we had heaps of fun ;D
like, we had a water fight bruh! andand like LOL i gave him the finger while scratching my head, and he did it back, but he got caught, i LOLed hard at that. and who could forget the many post-it notes i dedicated to him! LOL. he hated them and recycled them all -.- ahahahah. oh besides our last one. what else...
LOL the frown and glances in the lift! ahaha. and yerh, i get cold easily too. he thought i was freak T.T"
he was a nice chap (:
hmm... but i guess shit is endlessly happening, and i can change my mod in seconds. So, today I came early and kinda had to go in to fridge the cake (it looked so chat, but i think they liked it...) So I started the morning with matt! he wet my hair :( LOL idm although i still chucked a fit at him and secluded myself in the corridor intil he went lookiong for me. Then i got tired fast so i sat down and he was just staring at me (oO?) he asked if i was sad.
*sighhh.
right no i'm cussing and swearing at myself. i'm telling myself no over and over again. but issit helping? no.. not really, my thoughts keep coming round and round.
Julie is right, and i guess i'm hurt. i hurt myself this time round. i never liked anthony, i just like the idea of how he is towards me, likewise with matt.
BUTT, we got kinda close to matt ayeee?
LOL we bitched hardcore at the end of work to him!
well reality hurts, the other guys were
A) dirty minded
B) pervs.
and i told him HMPHH.
well, yesterday me and elena were bored.. like per usual. we asked jimmy & brad if they brought anything for us to play. their reply: "is that suppose to be naughty?"
and then today i was sitting in matts office, and elena&matt were there, his boss walked ppassed and full stared at me (glass windows). eeyahh
*sighh.
i wonder if i just bring it upon myself..
but anyways.
i guess thats kinda really all..
idk how i feel and i yerr..
i guess all i have too say to everyone is i'm sorry.

sorry for everything.
sorry for me.

x


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