itsHER
the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

lalapewpewBOP!
herLOVESā™„
the bummies

melanie.
julie.
lamah.
angiee.

herJOURNEY
past & present

June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
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December 2010
January 2011
July 2011
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October 2011
December 2011
affiliates
you're on your way

facebook.
tumblr.
formspring.

inspirations.
big world outside.

his.
hers.
this.
that.
Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

today.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
so i'm on the BOS site trying to "study"
But like always i make my way past afew sites before getting any real work done.
my exams are so good so far.
i THINK. or am assuming since stress ahsnt hit me like pa usual.

honestly i dont knowww what i'm thinking that there could be soemthing yu know. *sighsigh,
anyways. me&him. we've both changed. well everyone does don't they. no point trying to lie to myself and hold onto the past memories, even though theyre the only things that don't change.
So me & him use to be sososo depressing. LOL. seriously i'm laughing.
(8) Maybe we were just friends; maybe we were more maybe its just my imagination (8)
truth was what we had was different. but we moved on. i won't say that i'm not happier but i would be happier and less.. umm bothered(?) if there was something more like there use to be. hmmm. confusing. kekes.

i miss yu. oh btw you owe me pocky. as if taht wasnt a big enough clue T.T

xx


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