itsHER
the girl next door


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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

picture perfect;
Saturday, October 17, 2009
everything is slowly coming back into place; and i'm strangely happy. its a feeling i honestly can't explain to myself let aloe anyone else. In a way; i'm scared and i don't know whether or not i should be happy.. after all how many times before have i been shattered? its like a cycle. So now i'm trying to keep myself a bit "stable" LOL its sounds like a depressed cunt on pills :/
hmmm. some people will see the old me come back out; others who i've recently met will see a new me. but no matter i think its time to throw away the past and start anew happily. it may sound like a fairytale but no fear; we'll just have to try :3

Contrary to that. i've been photostalking people on fb 8)
friends. some old friends who i don't necessary talk to much anymore. I honestly don't know what happened. maybe we drifted? maybe it was my life that trapped me. anywhos.they've changed so much. no. they TRANSFORMED. and its scrary cause you don't necessarily realise that they have until its too late.

i wonder if i'm like that?sometimes i can be verysombre, at others i'm buoyant. once upon a time i was a little girl. i still am. maybe i just don't lok like it... but at the same time i really don't wanna grow up anymore.. LOL what am i going on about?

anyways gonna go out ow and try to enjoy this prettyful day.

hope yu guys have a good one. x


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