itsHER
the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

lalapewpewBOP!
herLOVESā™„
the bummies

melanie.
julie.
lamah.
angiee.

herJOURNEY
past & present

June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
December 2010
January 2011
July 2011
August 2011
October 2011
December 2011
affiliates
you're on your way

facebook.
tumblr.
formspring.

inspirations.
big world outside.

his.
hers.
this.
that.
Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

i miss.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
so many regrets.
so many questions.
so many mysteries.

so i promised myself to get a move on with some study; or something anything but meaningless things. time scares me. none the less is did do something. but i don't know if its meaningless. all i can say is running away isn't the answer. or is it? if i said yes i'd be in melbourne or perth right now... but i don't think i want that...

i miss so many things. where do i start?

i miss those lame jokes.
those comforting words.
the warm hugs.
and the sweet smells.
not to mention the cuddles.
as well as the tickles.
the eruption of our laughters!

i miss mel.
i miss elena.
i miss anthony.
i miss PPJ.
i miss my dad.
i miss my mum. (or at least who she once was at some point)
i miss me. the old me...

i miss those times that screamed HAPPY.


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