itsHER
the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

lalapewpewBOP!
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the bummies

melanie.
julie.
lamah.
angiee.

herJOURNEY
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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

sguigglysqoo.
Monday, August 3, 2009
This morning; i knew it was going to be a good day. Its just a feeling yu know? I didn't anticipate that it was that good; but tonight, I actually think that there's hope :)
my family actually had our "proper" dinner together on the dining table together after literally months. and in a way; i guessed i missed it... yu really don't appreciate what yu have until yu've lost it. Or luckily like mee, when yu almost lose it.
Starting to slowly pic myself ups !!

Listening to Maybe by Yiruma in which Lamah suggested. Its a sweet song.. I never realised how blunt with words i could get ^___^" But honestly "sweet" sums everything up for me. I think its just that if yu know me well enough, even my simplest gestures would reveal everything about meeee.
Back to my point, i say its sweet because in one way or another it sparks a nostalgic sense in part of me. the good and/or bad times. However, parts of the tune/notes or whatever you want to call it (i have little to no knowledge about music whatsoever) evokes such emotions. like there's just something there. its not just empty and meaningless.
The song title also creates a sense of hope. maybe just maybe. sure maybe something could go wrong. but then there's also a possibility of good.
its a new day; everyone smile !
be happy. for me?
i promise that everything will eventually be okay

xx.


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