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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
i didnt know what to title this blog entry as. my day, started off very roughly.. but whom to tell? i dont know. wouldve told yu, but didnt have the heart o ruin your day so i will continue to put on a smile.
hrmm. an older friend, like a brother to me, once told me (probably like lasy week or soemthing) that i shouldnt be such a lil shit. yerh ouch. it hurt. but i knew in some sorts he was telling me a fact. honestly though, maybe when we blame it on our parents, it is true. has anyone ever thought to listen to what we have to say? yerh, so it might come out rude but people, its not always our fault hat we're lil shits. its the events which unravel around us that cause us to become the way we are. Anyways, why the sudden memory? i had an argument with the mother. as much as i love her, sometimes i cant help but to blame her for the things that have happened to me.. but we are okay now (:
i had work too. so far ive earned $1000ish. shame ive spent half of it T.T"""
so should i get tax return.. of like 10 bucks.. ROFLMAO. cbf. someone else can like get richer on that (: see how nice i am.
very quiet day at work. brendan wasnt there ):
Joel was. he's such a gentleman.. but i kinda wished that brendan was there to cheer me up abit. hmm. just realised how much they baby me at work too. oO
im like the youngest.. and the smallest since im asian ^^V
hrmm. thats basically all ive done today.
i made a cake. ! so i guess ill take photos of that tomo maybe?? (:

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so i was thinking today.. yes; i actually think. LOL. anyways . have you ever thought the other person ( anyone in particular) whos smiling at yu, like if they're really happy? telling jokes to yu and making yu smile. how happy are they ?
if it was to be asked, what the worse thing that could happen to a girl was, the most common answer would probably be rape or molestation..
but then and again at least they have family and friends to support them right..?
i think the worst feeling a child could experience is negligence.
neh was abt to wriet something but got distracted.
hope y'all had a good day (:
xx.


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