itsHER
the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

seeking.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
right now im seeking for comfort..
but im scared.
what if i like misread the signals.
and fall head over heals
and hurt myself
and feel worse than i do now
another pain piling on top of another.

maybe the comfort im seeking..
is something else..
but at this stage no good will come out of it.

somone to reasssure me when times are bad
someone who can make me forget my worries
someone who can make me laugh sincerely through my tears.
someone who can make me warm in cold nights
someone who will take me away when i run

i know im asking for too much.. in my thrid fourth post for the last 12 hours.. i restate..im self.. but i only want yearn and seek for what i do not have.. to make up for everything .. is that too much to ask for..?

well obviously, yes


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