itsHER
the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

reflections.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
sometimes i wonder why i bother;
why i take initiation.

for in the end; things don't change.
not for the better anyways.

sometimes i wonder why the things are the way they are.
i wonder why people treat me the way they do.

maybe its the way i act ?
i things i do ?

sometimes i just want to give up.
let go and not think about it.

but then i tell myself to give it one more chance,
to try one more time.


the higher you climb; no let me rephrase that.
the higher i climb; the harder i fall.
i would stop striving, stop acting.
but then a part of me would also feel like ive stopped living.


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