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16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
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memories fade.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
went to watch harry potter todayyy ! at imaz too ^^ so it was good. what can i say? idk.. im a person with few words i guess. yu should go see it if yu havent (:
the ending was abit ... wel it couldve been better .

anyways my post today is about memories. i love photos. sure i might not have much to say about it. i might not be the best at it. but theres always something that seems to captivate me, take my breath away.
sometimes i wish that my life was filled with photos to capture all the moments so that i would always remember them; because memories fade. photos which capture these moments are filled full of emotions. i looked back onto the photos when i was young, my whole life unraveled before me because my mother use to make me take luvos being her first child and all.. anywyas as my life was displayed before my eyes.. it was as if i could almost pinpoint where everything went wrong. .the emotions poured out into me... and it was as if i was taken back into time reliving the events... makes me wonder... wonder alot..
i feel so insecure.. i jsut realised.. and im so gullible i swear..
i worry to much.. im tired.. sometimes; i just want to stop thinking.
im scared..
guess what happened today..i havent told anyone.. it happened before i went to harry potter.. i dont wanna go to bed early tonight.. i know ill cry myself to bed.. and like have nightmares.. so meanwhile; i guess ill just search for distractions. im so mentally exhuasted. go waway why wont the shitty mermories fade. i hate this. i cant believe it happened to me. what did i do to deserve it the first place. innocence. i hate that word. if we never had the good things we'd never hurt. tired. taking deep breaths. signing out.


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