itsHER
the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

Its a love-hate thing.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
I love yet hate when I'm in bed but not asleep. No one understands. But i do. I guess that's where most problems arise. I'm bed, my thoughts are free to form- the good; but also the bad. School work would take my mind off things, but it just makes my head hurt && I feel so tired, so overwhelmed. So i reside to the computer. Where little thought gives me distractions. Where all my friends are. Where i can find my temporary smiles. It is also here. For in one way or another,i find it so hard to express my feelings. to open up to someone about how i truly feel. I fear. Besides, who would understand ?


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