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nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

pointless scribbles
Thursday, June 25, 2009
child to mother.
my dedication to you ♥

Bum de dum goes the sound of my world, yet i cannot see it.
i long to see the angels smile,
to touch its silk smooth skin.
in my dark sanctuary, i search for my senses;
but all i can feel is the tickle of my tummy.
Bum de dum goes hte sound fo my world, as i kick, graps and tug to be free.
My world starts to spin then i feel a sticky warmth clasps me.
it chokes me, as i struggle to return to my once dark sanctuary.
And now irealise, i no longer want to be free.
Bum de dum goes the sound of my world,
even as the briht light approaches.
the sour lauighters, but the bitter seet yell...
oh could it be ?
The cold embraces me, the warmth vanishes.
I curl up, to feel my own bum de dum.
Yet i feel hallow, incomplete, as my bum de dum is now gone.
Bum de dum, once, the sound of my world.
As my world now twists and turns,
i cry, i yell, i scream.
Oh wont someone, anyone, listen to me ?
My voice fade, my heart aches.
Warmth once again engulfs me.
Unwillingly i open my eyes, and for the first time, i see.
The angels sweet smile, its radient golden skin,
My sunshine, my angel, my world, my mother.
As my skin grazes across her soft silk breast,
my heart stops, for i have found ...
my bum de dum..
the bum de dum, the sound of my world ...
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enjoy?
i dont have to write about today, im sick.. so i guess i need to rest soon?

xx_.
nguggy.


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