itsHER
the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

"i want to chase the rainbow.."
Thursday, June 18, 2009
i do ! .. LOL? i wonder if anyone has ever done that, i mean how awesomess would it be? to me; rainbows are essential. when you come to think of it, how sure are you that wishes come true? because sometimes I'm not, but rainbows will always appear after the rain and overcasts.
& like today, the simpler things in life really got to me, i saw the rainbow 3 times && it made me smile, the sun even came out (: i caught up with one of my best friends, uliejayy, and we laughed about the most random things, & i realised that there are still things worth living for. oh, well i remember this period of time, in year eight, when i was obsessed with circles, and running around in circles. (i know, I'm a weird child) how do i explain ? i simply forget all my worries and felt so carefree. hmm. try it, and when your tummy rumbles with laughter, that's how i feel/felt. if it doesn't then you can just laugh at this anyways. back to my point, if i had one in the beginning; it started as a crappy day with the rain and all, but it got better.
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dedicated to that someone.
"in love, age is only a number" yes it is, but what about in reality ? should you be that selfish to put the person you love through all the crap love is packaged with? i want to give up, i really do. sometimes, giving up doesn't mean that you're weak, sometimes it just means that you're strong enough to let go. it just depends on what you're giving up on.. right now, i must hold on, but what should i do ? because my grip is slowly slipping.
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goal 1#
finish reading handle with care by Jodi picoult; astonishingly&sadly, finishing a book is something i haven't been able to do all year.
xx_.
nguggy


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