itsHER
the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

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herJOURNEY
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this.
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Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

how to smile ?
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
1. raise your eyebrows
2. squint your eyes
3. raise the corners of your mouth upwards
-this should give you a very constipated look which never fails to deceive others. its as easy as one;two&three.

tuesdaytwentythirdjunetwothousandandnine. a day worth remembering...not! oh well. its nearly gone, so ill soon forget it ? or shove it in some corner and go to review it every now and then, replay the many ways to perfect it. almost nothing special happened today; i had a chuppa chup ? strawberry flavour (: i enjoyed it. i swear im so stupid. im wearing a boyfriend sleep shirt and im cold.. well obviously i would be ? hrmmm, my mood is better today ? im rather exhuasted but i feel abit lighter. i need to tlk to you . no not you ? but you ? if you're reading this, i think you'll know who you are (: i think my answer would be yes. so, whats your response ? on other terms, imma eat icecream tonight. can you believe someone ate my icecream?! i mean; like i had a spoon in there for a reason. is that person like boinkers?! i hope they catch what i have whatever i have. hmphh. okay; maybe not... buhbuh its icecream ...

i got a book today; its called magic of the moment
~its time to let go of the past and embrace all that awaits you.
so basically, what i do is ask a question, flip to a random page and read the quote/poem watevs. i know; its childish of me, but we all have to have faith in something right ? i guess this is a temporary substitution ? tbh, the answers dont even make sense.. oh wells LOL. im so sleepy, but i have to do geo. someone motivate me x) i wonder if i had hw today, think maths. buht dont have it till friday ? so i guess it can wait. i guess thats all for now. people dont hate me if my posts are so.. whats the word.. drastic? after all, i asked you not to judge did i not ? (:

xx_.
nguggy



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