itsHER
the girl next door


nguggy.
16; sydney. a relatively good girl. feeling like she has a lot to say yet doesn't know how. So maybe these stories and scribbles of thoughts might turn out pointless to you. Maybe You'll dig some meaning out of them. Or maybe, you'll maybe one day even think and feel like she does. Maybe one day, you'll finally truly understand. Maybe you could even tell them for her. Just maybe. xx_.

lalapewpewBOP!
herLOVESā™„
the bummies

melanie.
julie.
lamah.
angiee.

herJOURNEY
past & present

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facebook.
tumblr.
formspring.

inspirations.
big world outside.

his.
hers.
this.
that.
Dear you,

because sometimes i don't know how to get you anymore;
because it was always you. && somehow i hope it always will be.
PPJjunior

Controlling emotions..
Monday, June 29, 2009
Or should i say emoticons ?
if on msn, if i knew you were unhappy, and asked you to be happy, you'd simply press "shift-6-6" giving me these lil chinky happy eyes ^^
if i asked you to smile, you'd press "shift-;-0" to give me :)
if i'd had any suspicions, you'd give me this face " xD " and tell me that everything was okay.

If only in real life it were that easy to control our emotions. If only in real life, it were that easy to plaster a smile on our faces. If only in real life we were always happy. Or in other words if only life was perfect.

But then if life was perfect would we have met ? If life was perfect would we have poured out our pains and realise our similarities and differences? If life were perfect would we have comforted eachother and became as close as we are today? If life were perfect..

i guess in one way or another, i thank god that life isnt perfect, because we are who we are today, where we are today, with whom we have today, with whom i have.

But because life is not perfect and continues to not be, know that im there with you, every step of the way. so if you ever need a shoulder to lean on, hands to hold, hankerchiefs to borrow, ears to listen WHATEVER it may be, do not hesitate my bummchummys. ily and you know it.. LOL. feel special; because you are (:

xx_.
nguggy


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